Lately, I am disgusted by playa guys that are really good looking and are always just tryna hit and can because they are that good looking. I don't know why I am friends with guys like this, but they give me good insight on what goes on inside a playa guys head and it's pretty interesting. When you talk to a nice guy and a playa guy wayyy different thoughts run through their heads.

Not all guys are like this and I really appreciate those who do not take advantage of girls. Because sometimes, girls can and will be easy so it is up to the guy to not be a jackass.

on a separate note: He visited me at work today but I was working so I could not talk long. And by now, I am crushing pretty hard. I haven't gotten into a relationship after the last shipwreck for a while and I now know what to look and not look for in a guy. I've come a long way. And I'm for damn sure proud of myself =)